Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl’s heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can’t because they’re very beautiful memories to keep? That she can’t throw away the teddy bear and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the “I love you” words you told her, she mutters “I love you, too” but realizes she can’t say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? No. You don’t know what it feels like. You don’t know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.

Rindu Blog !

Grrrr dah lama gila tak update ! Sumpah rindu kau, my dear bloggie. Hm ingat after exam konon nak active writing lah kan but grr broadband hilang. Damn sorry blog -.- Lately bukan blog je tak berapa active, Facebook pun. Now like dah malas nak on benda alah tu. Sign in pun tengok what's new, friend requests memang ignore macam tu je, notifications belambak tengok yang mana berkenan di hati je cewahhh. Okay enough mambling around. Nak story what's happened through this week.

Raya Haji tak celebrate sakan pun, full of simplicity. Balik rumah nenek on Tuesday night. Yang lain semua dah balik dulu tinggal me and adik je act. Hoho nak jumpa Alif dulu before dia balik kampung. Cewahhh sanggup kan haha. Second reasons, malas nak balik awal, nanti kena buat housework grrr MALAS ! Raya morning, woke up, makan makan, 24 hours tv je lah haha. Then petang tu suddenly Maksu ajak teman pergi JJ. Haa dengan senang hati saya mengikut ! Haha bosan wak duduk rumah. If kat rumah sendiri tu okay lah at least boleh lepak at Mcd kan ni tak. Huish rumah nenek faham faham je lah kan. Jalan jalan, shopp some stuff, then balik.

Haa ni nak cerita how i learnt to ride a bike for the first time. Haha kinda lame act. Petang tu, lepak playground. Tiba-tiba Maklang baru balik from nowhere riding her Ego. She driving an Ego bike which is automatic and no gear haha. So easy lah kan. Suruh adik ajar, sumpah cuak nak press minyak weh. Dengan kereta banyaknya that time. Nama je housing area grrr. Naik with him, he tutored me, durghh tau lah dah master kan then suruh try. I was like err okay, if jatuh diam diam eh haha. First time pegang kepala bike tu, tangan shaking dah. Bawak orang pulak tu. If i sorang kira easy lah kan, ringan pulak tu. Hahh bantai je lah, asalkan tak jatuh sudah. Dah bawak lama lama, cehhh dah boleh tepuk dada dah. Habis 4 orang aku angkut nak Ego merendek kat situ hahaha. Eleh setakat bawak Ego area rumah kira lepas degree kan, master tunggu bawak kat big road pulak

Balik tu, dengan excitednya story kat mama. Slow talk with mama, YEAYYY ! Next year maybe boleh buat licence and dapat scooter which i can ride i to school heee. Thank you so much Ma, love you muah muah :)

Bila la between kita nak solve haa ? Penat bertekak sana sini. Jenuh nak jawab when orang tanya pasal kau. Dah cukup POPULAR dah kau kat satu Malaysia ni. Apa kata kalau tak nak things become longer and longer and daripada kau update kat wall bad things pasal kami, kau cepat cepat la mintak kat aku face-to-face duit kau yang dah lama panas dalam purse aku ni. Aku nak je campak duit tu kat muka kau but aku fikir maruah kau lagi la kan thats why aku tak buat. And and kalau tak nak dia keep on mempopularkan kau, you pay her then she'll pay yours. But but aku rasa kan, you owed her more than what she'd done with your dad's car. So to make things clear, you ask me, I'll pay you, you pay her then she'll pay you. Easy as ABC kan ? Dah besar pandai fikir sendiri la kan sayang :)

Me Miss You More My Lovely Sister ♥

Kakak kakak ! Aww I miss you so much mann ! Rindu nak lepak lepak, gedik gedik, borak borak, shopping shopping suma kan kan kan ? Haa nanti jumpa Nyna nak hug kuat kuat tau ? Hee see you in few days *I think* heee. Take care too kakakku sayang ♥