I LOVE EACH PIECES OF YOU

I know dah lama gila tak update. Tak busy pun saja and malas sebab kalau update orang mengutuk so baik diam. Btw, tadi baru godek blog Zara. To her, awhhh so sweet entry kau this time. So for those yang nak tau apa dia tulis, search http://thechickspuanzara.blogspot.com/

And about the title, nevertheless its my bf. Muhammad Alif, thanks for being in my life. Thanks for your patiences. Thanks for loving me for who i am. Easy, thanks for everything. You really thought me a lot. I don't know what i'm gonna be if i didn't found you. Its been 4 months and i love each time we spent together as a couple. I love each pieces of you sayang. You perfect me well as human being. I want to discover and know more of you in future.

Lastly, hope 2011 will be our better year ever. For my 94's batch, SPM is coming so good luck guys :)

Nadiha and Vacancy

Yesterday i've met Nadiha, my FB friend. Gahhh she's so cute ! Pergi pavilion pun semalam sebab ada Kim Hyung Joong a.k.a Ji Hoo kot ! Haha aku dapat meet dia wahai kawanku, Zara heee. Well takda lah depan depan but nampak lah figure dia and yeah SANGAT CUTE OKAY ! Haha Nadiha gila dah tengok mamat Korea tu. So pukul 1 something dah terpacak queue up kat depan coming soon Royal Selangor outlet tu dengan adik. YA ALLAH YA TUHANKU benda tu start pukul 5 ingatkan takda lah ramai sangat, ni tak. Tersangat lah sikit kan fans dia ! Grr dekat sejam lined up macam orang kurang bijak last last tak boleh masuk, SSSSHHHH-IIIIIITTTTTTT ! Hmph then blah pergi melantak sebab sakit hati !

Lepastu jumpa dia, kena bahan. Hm act padan lah muka tu, action sangat dapat jumpa Kim kan. Yela kita err takda lah excited mana but bangga jugak lah nak meet Kim kan so agak bongkak lah time bagitahu dia tu. Ingatkan sesi bahan membahan habis dah sekali hm kawan dia nak mencelah jugak ! Haiyooo sabar jelah saya kan. Tengok kau lah ni dik, aku yang kena bahan ! Dah lah whatever, benda dah jadi. Take as a lesson lah kan.

Vacancy ? Okay about that. Haa act i dapat kerja dah ! Wohooo tak tau kenapa happy sangat when dapat kerja. Yelah mungkin sebab gaji yang bakal kita dapat and boleh spend sana sini kan hahaha. Thanks for him dah susah susah carikan i kerja. Even i kerja just for 5 days but as long as income masuk, hands up ! Hee love you sayang :)

Uncle Azri's wedding, 20/11/2010

Last 2 days ada wedding. My uncle punya wedding. Act cousin mama but kira pangkat pakcik lah tu kan. Held at dewan komuniti apa tah kat Bukit Damansara tu. Pagi pagi buta dah terpacak kat sana sebab each one of the family members ada tugas. But saya takda kerja so RELAX je :) Mama memang busy habis kat sana, both of my brothers kena jadi penghulu pegang bunga mangga kat atas pelamin tu terpacak sampai sejam lebih hahaha koshiannn. Over all the function goes well and everybody seemed happy. Ehem i pun dapat jumpa Adam, tetiba jadi photographer pulak kau kan haha. Eh eh know what ? I terjumpa ada sorang mamat photographer ni muka sebiji macam muka Abang Halim, jiran i. Zara kenal lah kan haha. Perghhh tak tumpah bhaiii ! Sumpah ingat tu Abang Halim kot. But but agak pelik sebab dia muncul with camera on his hand padahal jiran i tu bukan in that kinda art field. Ehem handsome *big smile*.

Hesh dah dah, berangan je. Ingat orang yang tersayang :) Okay skip skip. Then ada sesi penyerahan wedding present from all family members.Dapat lamp, small coffee table and big clock. Eh i dengan adik yang tukang wrap semua benda alah tu eh since my maklang incharged in this gift things. So kena lah tolong. After that, the bridal kena bang bang boom from us. Haha lawak weh but tak lah kejam sangat prank tu kan. Pengantin lelaki kena angkat yang perempuan for 10 seconds, captured 10 shots by the photographer. Wahhhh romantic doo dorang hesh jealous -.-

Dah habis semua tu, puas snapping, penat tunduk bersalaman, ke hulu ke hilir kejar budak sebab masing masing taknak balik haha then balik. Perghhh even duduk melanguk pun penat tauk hahaha. So thats all. Btw, Selamat Pengantin Baru for Uncle Azri and Auntie Sufi :)

Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl’s heart, its much, much, much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can’t because they’re very beautiful memories to keep? That she can’t throw away the teddy bear and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the “I love you” words you told her, she mutters “I love you, too” but realizes she can’t say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? No. You don’t know what it feels like. You don’t know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.

Rindu Blog !

Grrrr dah lama gila tak update ! Sumpah rindu kau, my dear bloggie. Hm ingat after exam konon nak active writing lah kan but grr broadband hilang. Damn sorry blog -.- Lately bukan blog je tak berapa active, Facebook pun. Now like dah malas nak on benda alah tu. Sign in pun tengok what's new, friend requests memang ignore macam tu je, notifications belambak tengok yang mana berkenan di hati je cewahhh. Okay enough mambling around. Nak story what's happened through this week.

Raya Haji tak celebrate sakan pun, full of simplicity. Balik rumah nenek on Tuesday night. Yang lain semua dah balik dulu tinggal me and adik je act. Hoho nak jumpa Alif dulu before dia balik kampung. Cewahhh sanggup kan haha. Second reasons, malas nak balik awal, nanti kena buat housework grrr MALAS ! Raya morning, woke up, makan makan, 24 hours tv je lah haha. Then petang tu suddenly Maksu ajak teman pergi JJ. Haa dengan senang hati saya mengikut ! Haha bosan wak duduk rumah. If kat rumah sendiri tu okay lah at least boleh lepak at Mcd kan ni tak. Huish rumah nenek faham faham je lah kan. Jalan jalan, shopp some stuff, then balik.

Haa ni nak cerita how i learnt to ride a bike for the first time. Haha kinda lame act. Petang tu, lepak playground. Tiba-tiba Maklang baru balik from nowhere riding her Ego. She driving an Ego bike which is automatic and no gear haha. So easy lah kan. Suruh adik ajar, sumpah cuak nak press minyak weh. Dengan kereta banyaknya that time. Nama je housing area grrr. Naik with him, he tutored me, durghh tau lah dah master kan then suruh try. I was like err okay, if jatuh diam diam eh haha. First time pegang kepala bike tu, tangan shaking dah. Bawak orang pulak tu. If i sorang kira easy lah kan, ringan pulak tu. Hahh bantai je lah, asalkan tak jatuh sudah. Dah bawak lama lama, cehhh dah boleh tepuk dada dah. Habis 4 orang aku angkut nak Ego merendek kat situ hahaha. Eleh setakat bawak Ego area rumah kira lepas degree kan, master tunggu bawak kat big road pulak

Balik tu, dengan excitednya story kat mama. Slow talk with mama, YEAYYY ! Next year maybe boleh buat licence and dapat scooter which i can ride i to school heee. Thank you so much Ma, love you muah muah :)

Bila la between kita nak solve haa ? Penat bertekak sana sini. Jenuh nak jawab when orang tanya pasal kau. Dah cukup POPULAR dah kau kat satu Malaysia ni. Apa kata kalau tak nak things become longer and longer and daripada kau update kat wall bad things pasal kami, kau cepat cepat la mintak kat aku face-to-face duit kau yang dah lama panas dalam purse aku ni. Aku nak je campak duit tu kat muka kau but aku fikir maruah kau lagi la kan thats why aku tak buat. And and kalau tak nak dia keep on mempopularkan kau, you pay her then she'll pay yours. But but aku rasa kan, you owed her more than what she'd done with your dad's car. So to make things clear, you ask me, I'll pay you, you pay her then she'll pay you. Easy as ABC kan ? Dah besar pandai fikir sendiri la kan sayang :)

Me Miss You More My Lovely Sister ♥

Kakak kakak ! Aww I miss you so much mann ! Rindu nak lepak lepak, gedik gedik, borak borak, shopping shopping suma kan kan kan ? Haa nanti jumpa Nyna nak hug kuat kuat tau ? Hee see you in few days *I think* heee. Take care too kakakku sayang ♥

A Girl :)

When a girl is quite,

Millions of things are running in her mind

When a girl is not arguing,

She is thinking deeply

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,

She is wondering how long you will be around

When a girl answers “I’m fine” after a few seconds,

She is not at all fine

When a girl stress at you,

She is wondering why you are lying

When a girl lays on you chest,

She is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl calls you everyday,

She is seeking for your attention

When a girl text you everyday,

She wants you to reply her at least once

When a girl says ‘I Love You’,

She means it

When a girl says that she can’t live without you,

She has made up her mind that you are her future

When a girl says ‘I Miss You’,

That’s mean no one in this world can miss you more than her

*For guys, appreciate and love your girl when she is around :)

Blaa Blaa Blaa

Okay, rindu blog ! Grr dah lama tak update kan. Ini semua gara gara final. Haha as you guys can see, now SEMUA PELAJAR SEKOLAH MENENGAH DI MALAYSIA SEDANG MENGHADAPI PEPERIKSAAN AKHIR TAHUN BAGI TAHUN 2010. Hee and for me, dah sah sah dalam kelas dapat carta terakhir ! Hoho sebab missed out 7 papers in 4 days ! Wahhh cooliooo kan ? *sigh. Well actually padan la muka tu. Menggedik nak demam sangat kan. Kejap sakit mata la, demam la itu la ini la. Hesh bagus bagus bagus ! Haha mangkuk betul saya ni.

Haaa btw btw, final left only a few days then I merdeka dah. Through this exam's week, supposely kena study right ? But me and my girls ada plan so stupid planning for holi nanti. Haha excited dah ni. Well bak kata Zara, "Alaaa final je pun weh, SPM belum lagi" Yeahhh memang I teruja gila dengar kata kata hikmat itu. Haha bukan tak nak buat bersungguh-sungguh, just not enough preparations and till now, I still lembab nak tangkap SPM format for all the papers in all subjects. Ngehh capital 'L' for me :)

Nahh, ni some beautiful words yang I suka baca.

love is like Addmath

its complicated

need to work hard

to solve problems

love is like Physics

it has many concepts

many principle

hold to the principle

to make it last

love is like Chemistry

need a lot of attention

to detect even a small change

if u found a right solvent and solute

it will be a good solution

love is like Biology

many things have to remember

from start, to process, to end

Actually love is more complicated than all the subjects

but all the subjects are more IMPORTANT than love

if you're lost in love,

you're just a broken heart

but if you're lost in studies,

it'll break and ruin your whole life

Nice huhh ? Since I'm in science stream, kira boleh hayati jugak la words ni kan haha. So from now on, I must be serious in my studies because next year SPM dah wok ! Hello wake up wake up, sedarkan diri anda tu Nyna oiii !Nothing else can say, pray for me and may we be success in life together :)

Happy Second Month's Anniversary baby ♥

I'm so happy today :D Awww thanks to you b heee. Dah 2 months kan kita together gether ? Heee thanks for making my day happy and happier. Baru ada semangat nak jawab exam esok. Gila gedsss saya ni, haha kesah pulak aku kan. Well nasib you ah b dapat i. haha GEDIK ! And and thanks for the doughnuts. Padan muka kena paksa makan ! Hee btw, good luck in your final exam tau. Wish me lots of luck too. I love you, Muhammad Alif ♥

*FIRST

Previously I've just read a unknown girl's blog. I saw her newest entry was about her died boyfriend. Ya Allah that was so damn sad man :'( I've almost cried when she wrote from the different attitude that his boyfriend showed up till he's gone. His boy kept on said to her, "B, jangan tinggalkan I kay ? I sayang you sangat sangat. Ingat ni" It was so sad weh. Hm I'm afraid that thing will happen to me. Ajal maut di tangan Tuhan kan ? We don't know when is our time to meet Him. When I read it, I was thinking of my boy. He was in Perak now. Hmmmmm. I hope his family and him will be safe when ontheway back home tomorrow. Balik nanti elok elok tau sayang ? I'm damn missing you b. Trully I am :'(

*SECOND

Exam around the corner. Preparation macam haram. Hesh takut wok =.= Even dah baca, revise banyak kali pun, rasa macam nothing je in my head. Grrr thank God first week paper takda la pressure sangat. Still got time to revise the hard subjects. So, wish me luck and I won't be update this blog for 13 days (i think), due to exam week.

Till here, ♥

SONY AINO, awwww me likey ♥ Mama, i want one :'(

EXAMS IS COMINGGGGG =.= 18.10.10, Goddd my second anniversary with him and i need to face this exams. Grrr start by 18 Oct ends by 10 Nov. Yeah great, 3 weeks ++ okay. How can i stand with that ? My head : Totally not enough of knowledge, haha. Just hope for the tuition notes and yeah i did some by myself for certain subjects only, hoho. So, what to do. Just sit, write something on the test pad, give everything whats in your head in one shot and pommm ! The End of 2010 school session, Hooyeayyyy :D

This is what i dreamed of this while. I do miss both of you. I'm glad we're back like before :') And sorry teringgal Zara Cullen tu, haha ♥

Hazel cheese

Chocolate Indulgence

Awww dapat dua cakes sekali gus, haha my favourite. Hee thanks b ♥

Nine Ten Two O One O

Yesterday at Biela's housieee :D

Awesome baby :) I'd really sweet day yesterday. Only God know how happy i am. Being there with my bf and lovely friends. Finally kita reunite jugak kan ? Awwww thank God for that.

To Rabby and Izza, miss you guys tau haha. Happy gila mengumpat kan, haha takpa takpa best best. Kah Lok and Shu Yuen, thanks sebab datang. Kalau tak, Biela touching dengan awak padan muka haha. And so sorry because saya TERbagitau Biela. Saya mintak address rumah dia then dia nampak nama Shu Yuen terus tak jadi nak tipu dah. Haha dia melompat okay awak dua nak datang. Haha snap snap then balik :D

At the cinema :P

EAT PRAY LOVE, awww perfect movie to watch for couple huh ? Haha i saw it with him yesterday. Man sooo romantic :D Thanks b ♥

Haa cakap jugak kau dengan aku kan ? Kalau tak, malu malu anjing, haha. Heh baru tegur beberapa minit terus mengumpat orang kan kita ni ? Haha almaklumlah story banyak simpan dalam stor selama beberapa bulan kan haha. Eh esok aku datang rumah kau ehem kau tunggu la aku nak bawak siapa yee hee :D

Suddenly kau text aku ajak pergi open house kau. Heh buang tabiat apa kau ni. Dah sah sah kau benci aku heh now nak buat baik dengan aku pulak ? Haha just forget about it okay. I got tons of stuff to do so sorry la eh

I don't care what you wanna say about my blog. Its my blog, so i can post whatever i want. Just stop saying that i want to mencari publisiti murahan or what. Like i care hah ? You also got blog kan so we're just same okay baby ? I'm tired of peeps bad judgement about me. Dah lali dah. So the best way is mind your own business okay. And for Biela and Zara, i already forgave you guys. Just choose the best path for your own future okay

Oh saya ada hutang awak eh ? Eh eh lupa laa along. Err maklumlah hutang banyak sangat kan tak tau nak langsaikan mana satu :) And mulut tu tak reti nak mintak ke ? Kat fb berani laa mintak, depan depan hampeh kan kan ? Haha btw, kalau awak nak duit awak balik, sila mintak by your own self okay. Tak payah laa guna kawan kawan baik awak mintak hutang duit sendiri. Kuno weh kuno :D Haha aahh memang boyfriend saya nak bayarkan pun, tu yang dia suruh awak mintak sendiri kat saya depan depan tu. Haa so, nak duit sangat kan ? Ask for it okay sayang :)

Qiamulail

Tengok title pun dah tau kan pasal apa i nak cerita. Haa ni nak habaq mai. Semalam ada budak nampak benda halus tau. Sampi 4 ke 5 orang entah yang kena. Grr dah laa tidur dengan dorang that time. Ya Allah serammmmm -.- Dapat tau je ada budak kena, bantai tidur, baca ayat itu ini. Hesh tak berani nak tolong, kang tak pasal pasal semua kena haa naiyaaaa. Asalnya dorang kena sebab bising, ustazah suruh tidur taknak. Haa dah semua bantai memekak dalam masjid tu memang benda tu tak kacau la kan. Lepas tu dah baca baca semua haa baru semua lena tidur. Actually qiamulail start pukul 2.30. Haa bangun bangun je tengok eh asal ramai sangat ni ? Sekali tengok jam haa ambik kau, dah 5.50 ! Memang tak berqiamulail la aku kan, terus solat subuh je. Memang tak sedar langsung, haprak pun tak dengar and takda orang kejut pulak tu. Hesh menyesal -.-

2 days dah tak pergi school. Over slept grr 2 hari tak tidur buat accounts jadah tu. Goddd eyebags -.- Hm malu nak keluar rumah dengan mata sembabnya. Well today ada qiamulail kat sekolah sampai esok pagi so malam kang tak boleh nak update. Tomorrow i'll update about what happen pasal qiamulail eh. Hee izza buat open house pulakesok but heh tak tau nak pergi ke tak. Jauh dengg plus tuition lagi. Got to ask alif first dia nak ikut ke tak, takkan nak pergi sorang kan. Haa Mynn cakap Nyna and Rabby nak jumpa, alololo i tak sure tau awak awak. Kang tak jadi datang sakit hati je kan. Haha anything I roger eh

Sumpah aku benci kau doo. Ada problem baru terhegeh hegeh nak cari aku kan. Oh that time baru mengaku aku ni kawan kau. Before this kutuk, mengumpat pasal aku fuhh tak ingat dunia. Now dah susah, dah takda siapa nak kawan dengan kau baru merangkak cari aku balik. Heh sorry la eh, after apa kau dah buat kat aku, I will NEVER EVER accept or admit that you are my friend before. Hesh buang masa je doo aku fikir pasal kau. May you have such a good life la eh

I'm turned like this since last week and my eyebags grr like shit just because of doing accounts project. Have to submit the thingy by this Friday and hell yeah ! -.-''

Yeah thats totally right baby :) Haha just stalked my bf's video. Gila la you ni Busuk! Haha sumpah tak pecaya tu you doo, gedik gila ! Eh lupa, you memang gedik pun kan haha. Love you, sayang ♥ ♥ ♥

Today got new hairstlye, cewahh poyo gitu. Haha act today nothing much to write, just a few things happened. Oh, yesterday like best gila. Hang around until 12 lebih macam tu. Haha macam tak biasa balik malam pulak kan ? Big 'L' ! Hee gelak memang selagi tak bahak selagi tu la tak stop kan. Haha gila la you ni bie. Sumpah macam nak pecah perut tau. Hesh abang dengan adik sama je 2x5 suka membahan but nasib baik i tak dibabitkan sekali. Haha but its okay, at least lepak tak bosan sangat kan kan ? Anyway, today memang penat sungguh tauk -.-' Now like 4 am in the morning and i'm still woke up finishing my accounts project. Grrr since at rumah Fanny tadi till now, only 15 documents done. Others, go to hell -.- Dateline, next Friday. WTF !

Thinking of new haircut -.-

This one is better ?

OR

This one ?

Mood : -.-''''

I want this badly, gosh -.- Its so cool man !

Thanks for the Ferrero baby :) I ♥ You, Alif

Happy plus Tired day

Schedule for today was totally damn packed ! Pagi pergi tuition. Balik get ready nak keluar celebrate anniversary, ehem ehem haha then balik rumah siap nak pergi open house rumah sedara pulak. Haa nasib baik malam ni tak jadi pergi rumah nenek. Kalau tak, mati kepenatan aku -.- Haa ni nak cerita pasal anniversary saya dulu. Hee i tunggu my Busuk pergh lama jugak laa. Lapar pulak tu. Heh i nampak je dia terus hug dia. God i'm miss you BADLY -.- Then masuk eco cafe. The place was nice, for couple okay la kot. Environment dia wahh romantic but food dia god totally organic ! Mana kena dengan tekak Melayu aku ni haa. He holding my hands, he kissed me. Awww i miss all that bie. Then he suddenly whispered, "Baby, i love you so much and Happy Anniversary baby" Pergh macam nak meleleh air mata but tahan tahan. Hee i replied, " I love you too, i miss you so much and Happy Anniversary too". Both smiled :) I gave him present :) Bie, i know you really want that thing so i hope you take a good care of that okay. I was so damn happy today and thanks for the lunch bie. I ♥ You so much, Alif.

Okay, NEXT !

Haa open house tadi. Ehem sampai je Ya Allah sesat pulak. Almaklumlah dah berapa lama tak pergi memang tak ingat jalan la. Pastu ada my dua pupu, Adam tunggu kat tepi jalan. First tak cam dia langsung sebab last time jumpa dia kecik lagi, darjah macam tu la. Then dia tetiba masuk kereta. I was like "Heh sapa ni ?" Tengok mama kenal je oh sedara la tu. So entah apasal mood happy pulak that time haa tegur la. Muka adodo boleh tahan. Hee jangan marah eh Busuk ? Haha i tanya "Nama sapa ? " He, "Oh Adam" Then i was like "Haa Adam ? Eh form berapa ni ?" He, "Form 2" Hm sudah, terlepas ! Okay conversation stops there. Then dia tunjuk jalan suma, turun car ramai serbu mama doo. Saya pun terhimpit sekali la kan. Hesh sabar sabar. Then salam suma, ramai sangat penat tunduk ni ha. Tengok cousins suma, alolo besar dah korang. Sumpah tak cam. Yang kecik kecik suma adodo cute cute. Geram pulek haha. Makan, borak dengan yang kenal suma suddenly, haa jeng jeng jeng ada guy tegur. Hesh sapa pulak ni ? Oh dua pupu jugak, Aizat. Older than me, 19 or 20 i think. He nice, friendly and he likes kids :) Kira Aizat sorang jela yang friendly kan yang lain like shame shame gitu haha. Bla bla bla penat makan, borak apa suma mama pun macam nak balik je so balik la. The end ♥

Death, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not ?
Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands

I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again ?
I should move on, it's all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts

This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it ! why is this world so cold ?
How can I have faith in God and family ?
When people I love are taken from me

Where can I find true and loyal friends ?
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge
Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage ?

How do I get past all of this ?
Show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness
Pain and crying behind

Arwah Hakimi :"(

Last night before tidur suddenly teringat kat arwah. Ya Allah kenapa cepat sangat kau ambik dia ? Tak sempat mintak maaf kat dia pun. Wishing him 'Happy Eid' on malam raya, thats the last text i've sent to his numb. Kimmy, semoga you tenang kat alam sana and I will miss you. Yes, I will. You such a good friend i've ever had and you macam my big bro. Always marah i if i termenggedik ke apa. Seriously i terasa kehilangan seorang kawan. I'm so sorry for what i've done to you, time kita otp i ada terkasar bahasa till you terasa ke, i bergurau tak bertempat semua and i'm so sorry tak dapat tolong you and thats the thing yang i menyesal sangat tak buat before you pergi. So sorry Kimmy :'( We here will always pray for you and may Allah bless you and place you in good mankind. AL-FATIHAH

Well since i've been asked to write about this random thingy, tulis je la kan :)

1. I'm the one who stay with 'Family first' principle
2. I love myself and i'm kinda stubborn :)
3. I'm a straight forward person and i don't like to be selfish. I am who i am okay
4. I ♥ you if you ♥ me
5. I ♥ my bf
6. I want to gain weight :(
7. Me likey to stay up late, on the phone with my bf. Awww ♥
8. Mamak is my favourite spot to lepak rather than Pavi or BB because its too pack with humans !
9. Nina likes to sleep you know ? Heee
10. I'm not kinda like a study hard peeps
11. I'm bad in teaching so teacher is not a suitable career for me
12. I don't like Physics -.-' but sooooo into Biology, ngeee :)
13. Wanna lots of cash $$$ and Lancer car, OMG !
14. Shoppaholic type
15. Don't have BFF right now and i don't think i wanna have one :) I'm happy with my girls now
16. My mommy is everything for me, awww i ♥ you mama :D
17. Can't live without my phone, cash, lappy and food
18. I'm bad in cooking -.-''
19. Dr Nina Shahira : I will use the name tag where my name wrote on it once i become a nutritionist :)
20. Music is my life. But but currently i'm dip in KOREA SONGS !
21. Not branded type, as long as it looks nice on me yeah it's mine !
22. I'm a good eater, HAHA
23. I'm different in photos and face-to-face, right guys ?
24. Me likes babies :)
25. SPM candidates for 2011. Errr -.-'''

Another friend left me :'(

This afternoon, i received a text from my friend's gf and says that my friend was died two days back because of drowning in the river :'( Ya Allah kesian dia. For those yang kenal Kimmy Neutron, pray lots for him and may he peace in the other world, amin. Takziah to his family :"(

My house buat err kinda open house jugak laa,more to beraya actually. Tak ramai pun datang, just my mum's friend and a few friends of mine. Mama masak soto, awww my favourite :) Rindu gila kot kat Syirah and Khairunnisa :) Lama gila lost contact dengan korang. Then dah gather macam ni, haa pot pet pot pet laa kerja kitaorang. Haha petang sikit my petsis, her cousin and friend datang. So there she is and for Syirah and Khairunnisa, sorry tak sempat snap tadi -.-

This is how my homeworks look alike for 13 days of school hols. And i dont touch even one book. Plus i dont have an idea when i want to settle it -.-'

Supra

Godddd, I ♥ Supra ! Wish ehem ehem someone will give me this on my 17th birthday next year :)

Happy Birthday to You ♥

This special cake is for my petsis, FATIN IZZATI BAZLI. Happy 19th Birthday kakak :) I ♥ You

Photos

Haaa depan giant kau berposing haha


Yee yee cantik dah jari jemari tu sayang haha



Babies ♥



Got kisses, awww ♥

Today was so damn fun ! Haha spent time with my sisters. Awww ♥ you. Hee woke up in the morning, dia dah text 'Bila korang nak datang ? What time ? Kat mana now ?' Haha tak tau menyabar yee kau budak. Haha siap siap, ingat nak pakai baju kurung cehh pergi beraya laa katakan. But tengok luar bapak terik heh tarik jela baju yang mana nampak. Then sampai depan rumah itu budak, hug hug, kiss kiss, chit chat, makan makan, tolong dia get ready haa apa lagi merayap laa kan. Haha tengok kedai suma tutup haih almaklumlah orang sibuk beraya kita sibuk nak melepak. Haa padan laa muka tu. Last last pergi giant jela kat Desa Petaling tu, haa nasib baik bukak. Dia cakap ada cinema kat atas giant tu. Actually malas nak tengok movie, yela ingat nak jalan jalan, take shot sana sini, yela rindu laa katakan. Last last two vs one kan sah sah yang one tu kalah. Haha dah makan makan, beli tickets jom tengok Piranha. Omeegee aku benci gila that movie ! Sumpah kalau orang nak belanja pun aku taknak tengok. Bapak seram siak cerita dia, kalah ju onn suma tu. Hesh menyesal tauk ! Haha nevahmind laa, demi adik angkat tersayang kan awww. Lepas tu rasa macam kerja, main timbang berat laa, kerusi urut laa. Wooo sedap tu kena urut. Haha then balik. THE END.

To my beloved Fany,
I had a great moments with you today. Eventho plan macam tak berapa nak jalan kan haha but i'm happy. Thanks sayang. I lap you ♥

And to my Busuk,
Sumpah i rindu you gila tauk. Hm take a good care of yourself and I ♥ You, Alif

Happy Raya Eid :D

First day raya baru nak update. Haha lappy hilang selama seminggu maklang bawak lari pulekkk. As you guys know, school will be closed for about 2 weeks. Yayyyyyyyy :) Macam biasa there's tons of homework need to be done (derr buat ke kau ?) Haha but but but Ahad, Isnin, Selasa and Rabu mama dah booking so tak boleh pergi mana mana kena cat rumah suma wooo :( Haih tkpa laa, nak raya dah so kena laa ikut cakap mamaku tersayang. Haha Khamis shopping for the last time with my beloved papa and my buddies. Away to BB laa kan mana lagi. Wahh agak banyak jugak yee saya ketuk papa saya. Alaa once a year terbang thousands kan tak salah pun kan. Haha this year raya ohmyy memang sakan gila. Rumah new painted, fully furnished, ehem ehem saya pun head to toe baru tau :D Hee whatever laa semua tu, raya pun macam tak best je this year. Hmm my Busuk balik kampung, awww rindu you tau tak sayang ? Sepuluh hari pulak tu tak jumpa you. Sibuk beraya kat Perak sana. Haa nasib baik sehari sepuluh kali you call i. Kalau tak, belasah nanti. Haha tkpa i tunggu you balik kita celebrate anniversary sama sama okay ?

First day Eid, pagi pagi bangun jantung hati kejutkan, dengar orang takbir Godddd sedih gila. This year dah 4 years celebrate raya without my papa. Like before, yang lelaki semua pergi sembahyang raya. Yang perempuan sibuk kat dapur ketang ketung semua. Then dorang balik, semua anak anak lined up nak mintak maaf, menangis huhaaaa huhaaaa, dapat duit raya, makan tak ingat dunia punya, get ready nak pergi rumah nenek pulka. Memang sedih bila teringat time tu. But it's okay, i still have my mommy what, happy jugak kan. Err bytheway, back to reality, haha dah siap bersolek semua, makan, mintak maaf then ontheway to rumah nenek. After that, tak tau nak buat apa plus boring, haha mama ajak pergi beraya kat rumah PM :D Agak best jugak laa, pak Arab ramai yoo. Haha dah penat melantak, salam para menteri semua cewahhh haha balik laa apa lagi. Penat jugak laa first day raya this year but i happy :D

My Busuk :D

28 August 2010 : Aww bie, spent time whole day dengan you happy gila doo :D Thanks for making my whole day filled with sweet memories. Heee nanti kita dating lagi yee sayonggg :) Grr pavilion tk boleh penuh lagi ke haa ? Sumpah macam sardin doo depan entrance tu. Haha so the best way is lalu belakang pavilion :) Then jalan jalan dengan my busuk, merantau satu pavi shopping baju dia. Tk jumpa pergi sungai wang pulak. Hesh dah laa lapar tk sahur. Bie, you dera i tauk ? Grr then almost nk buka, ingat nk meet my baby Yasmine kejap so gerak pavi balik. Lalu Lot 10 bumped dengan Zara, Myra. Wahh berbaju kurung mereka berdua. Saya suka saya suka :D Haha pergi foodcourt, meet my baby haa kau dah macam foodcourt tu kitaorang punya dah. Peluk macam tk nk lepas, bercerita fuhh tk ingat dunia laa kan. Haha kesian busuk saya and jantung hati dia menahan malu. Well tu laa the real girlfriend korang bila berjumpa bestfriend dia kan. Hee pot pet pot pet tk sedar dah pukul 7. Ohmy i dah menggelabah cari place nk buka. Plus full pulak tu :( Hm then my busuk said "Beli air jela then kita jalan jalan dulu cari barang you lepas tu baru makan okay?" Hesh i dah laa lapar bie you nk suruh i jalan lagi. Haha tk kesah laa at least dapat basahkan tekak yang haus menggila ni. 8 pm, done with shopping thingy, i dah lapar gila vavi decide nk 'buka'. Haa melantak tk ingat dunia laa aku kan. Both dah penat, balik laa kami. THE END :D

Ramadan Al-Mubarak :)

Well title je lebih tu puasanya belum lagi. Haha perempuan kan 'special' sikit gitu. Hee dah agak lama tk berceloteh kat sini kan haa mehh sini saya nk bercerita. Last week exam, grr nama je monthly exams but certain subject susahnya Ya Allah tk terkata. Haha school, err okay je not bad. Marks exam dah dapat but just for certain subject only. Hee i'm getting improved with my marks this time compared to last mid term. Proud jugak wehh :D Hm esok kena recite sajak pulak. Heh tk practice apa pun ni. Menang kalah tolak tepi asalkan dah wakil for class daripada tkda langsung kan. Rabu ada contest for choir between class pulak. Haa Pn Hafizah semangat yoo suka pulak aku dapat cikgu sporting macam tu. Hee wish me luck and tk tau nk cerita apa dah ni, later okay. Lots of love ♥

HAPPY FASTING MONTH

To all my Muslim's friends :

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT RAMADHAN AL-MUBARAK :D

Silalah ikut segala panduan bulan Ramadhan diatas ni yee, haha. Ehem ehem, nk menyelit sikit laa kan about korean singer yang dah berjaya cairkan hati ni haa. HAHA its Lee Joon from MBLAQ baybee :D

Lee Joon, gosh first time saw him terpampang kat epop, macam nk gugur jantung ni haa. Haha your face was like almost 99.9% like Rain you know :D Aww cute cute cute. I loikeee

Breathing back :D

Now i can continue my new life with new spirit in myself. Its true what's one of my friends said " You must move on even though they leaved you. You still have me and other girls if you need us " Awww so touched :') But anyway at least i learned from past and i still have friends who willing to be with me. Thanks guys :D Seminggu tk pergi sekolah hesh sumpah bosan ! Terperap dekat hospital grr tk best tauk ! -.- Haiyoo next 2 weeks nak exam dah, brain still in freezing temperature gosh HOW HOW HOW ?! Hm try my best and improve my gred, yeah that's the ONLY solution nk jaga hati mama. Haha raya nak dekat kan so this year i nak bergaya haa vogue gitu ! By the way, I love you Alif ♥♥